Saturday, December 17, 2005
goodbye my lover is playing.
its by james blunt. super nice song. i think he just released it or sth.
and now, i reali dunno if this is gonna be a one post wonder ok. but i suddenly realli feel like writing again.
caroline's zzzover is tonite. i think my dad hates me. dats wat shan thinks aniwae. haha. cuz im never ever home. lets see. if i tell my whole entire week on da blog den its no fun anymore rite. cuz id rather tell pple verbally about my week. see,dats why i stopped.haha.
byebye.
Posted by paint me purple_ at 2:34 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
helena is playing.
ive taken a new interest. and dats to sit on my study table at home, place my purple kiddy chair, da one wif da snow flake on it, and do work atop of it. i.e my study table has become my chair and my kiddy purple chair has become my table.
im wierd. i know. listened to clay yest as i did my tuition hw for today. and my eyes kept averting itself towards my camera. i need to see pictures of us. our faces. our smiles. our silly poses. and be reminded again of our together-ness.
why da school is doing this to us. i will never get. lionel, yan aparently gets your PAP way of thinking, but i'll never. i'll never. bullshit. unfair. they cant do this.
but they haf. and when lihuan called after da meeting yest, all she said into the phone was that they couldnt do anything about it.
da new bloody bastard of da day. sucha disgusting asshole. decided to step up. after never coming for both da gals and da guys trg for so damn bloody long(pun intended. he takes an even longer time den a snail i teel you, to walk from da staff room to da courts). and conduct da meeting. NO j2s allowed. can you imagime. they know just exactly how strong we would haf been. just how manipulative and vocal we would haf been in our arguments. "da teachers are in a VERY UNCOMPROMISING MOOD today. i though dat we made it very clear to da j2s already. just LEAVE."
just walk away liddat? are you kidding me, you fat bastard.
so now we're left wif GUESS WHO? and da bitch. and da team dosen even get a say in who will be taking over. NO, da SCHOOL will decide who is more suitable, based on qualifications and wat shit. yar rite, more like a GENERAL physical education cert, which in some miraculous little twist, tennis happens to be part of.
ts not easy you know. getting a coaching cert. allof us haf been to see how exactly da wannabe coahes are tested on their tecnique, confidence, ability to handle problematic situations, their ability to convey instructions clearly blah blah. we used to go to da nice nice courts stop westin of sth. some club near that area aniwae. and pretend to be begginers. helping out da ones we liked, by hitting roper strokes, and purposely making it difficult for da ones we didnt. anyhow whack. mean a i look back now, but i wouldnt haf done it different. cuz im sure we helped more den we screwed up. and givn da personalities GUESS WHO? and da bitch has. getting past da practical part would haf been so easy cus they haf just so much CHARM in them dun they. and da theory
part dats da hell part. i dunno how many books you haf to cover in dat short span of 3 days. da examinations and da practical are all completed during dat 3 days. so its realli make or break.
no way could either one of them haf gotten dat cert. NO WAY.
da durian vs da 3 oranges. wat an CLEVER analogy. im sure da fat bastard must haf thought of it. afterall, his GP must be freakin PRO musn't it.
we af ZERO dollars in our funds. and yet they refuse us even da most basic of answers. every question they posed ust got shot down. apparently the teachers were in more of an UNDERSTANDING stand den a PUT-YOU-DOWN stand. but i seriously doubt dat. 1hr and 15mins later and still nothing was any clearer den yest. how understanding could they haf been?
i hate da school so much. and yest as da durian was giving us her speech to us in da hall about you know, her usual predictions about how all of us are going to fail our A levels and end up as road sweepers and whatever lowly paid workers, no offence cuz i know how important their jobs realli are, in short her usual utterly discouraging speech, i couldnt even bare to look at her, cringing at each word she let slip of her mouth.
how could she rob us of something we fought so hard to establish. we fought for it. and we founded da team we haf at present. we founded coach. we founded ourselves. how could she rob us of dat. how could she rob us of him.
i feel so cheated.
we're all in this together.
be strong my loves. and thank you. ive been sucha mess lately.
p.s. gals, drink more water, we need to replenish our tears, or so says lionel=)
i cant wait till sunday.
Posted by paint me purple_ at 10:07 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
how could an angel break my heart is playing.
i haf a new doggy!!1 and oh my goodness. it is so super duper cute. and cute, coming from me, you'd be silly not to believe me. its another black german shephard. i haf THREE of them now. 2 black and 1 white.
sachin and kiera are HUGE by da way, dats why i was so -UGH!!- when i was told last night dat they'd bought a new dog. HUGE = HUGE tongue = LOTSA LOTSA icky dicky saliva all over you and your face straight after you bathe! no no no licking ra's face!
piggy (his first name, after fungus,ebony,hector..) is so super duper tiny! haha, 3mths old only. if dods could stay this small forever, i might actaully be able to love one of them. ok. i sound like da typical most tyranical SPCA-ian enemy. buying da pet on impulse. and den abandoning soon after cuz its lost all its cuteness.
tsk tsk. but i guess ts true. im more da look-but-there's-no-need-for-touching kinda person when it comes to animals. with da exceptions of a few moments of infatuation. like with piggy! and yanyan's dog. haha. miki onli loves me!;)
my mother has suddenly decided she wants to name him atticus now tho. everytime i hear dat word, im reminded of da dead-bird-atticus-sticker my sister has on her electric guitar. wat a spoiler. i think piggy is name. or fat dumpling or sth. haha. he's realli a fat pig tho, literally fat. sleeps and sleeps and sleeps in your lap. a fluffy ball of fur!
there's this new brand of chocolater, known as DARS! everyone, go try it. especially da dark chocolate. 45% of it is bitter chocolate. super heavenly!=) plus it comes in a very very nice box!
we won yesterday=) nistelrooy scored, 66'. my first time watching them LIVE after so long. missed our opening game against everton last week cuz of yanyan's burfdae dinner. cant wait for giggs to recover from his chest infection. he's already missed our first 2 games and his world cup qualifyer for wales.
i love my
manutd=)
Posted by paint me purple_ at 2:20 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
how did i fall in love with you is playing.
i feel so exhausted.
today during lit. im tellinh you. its not dat i didnt wanna care. or i didnt wanna think fr dat matter. but there was this barrier which was preventing me from actually sending across a msg to my poor brain dat rite there and den, i needed to think. and stay awake. like dat little film of water covering da soil. i dun remb wat its called anymore. soil water was it? never mind.
lunch wif da gals. haven eaten wanton mee there in sucha long while!
and den tuition. oh god.
thank you lord. i survived my morning. there's drive me crazie later. i realli cant remb whether i watched it. cuz my memory might just be made up of da scenes in da britney video.
i love da backstreet boys=)
Posted by paint me purple_ at 6:19 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
how did i fall in love with you is playing.
i ran today. and got all hyper as usual after dat. a different sort of happie. dats wat sze chi calls it. she and hy feel happie cuz they're gonna lose weight. but im happie. cuz, for some wierd reason, i love running=)
haha. da people around da track must haf thought we 3 were prettie wierd. high knees. running. fast feet. i miss trg so so much. played abit wif da gals today. volleyed! cant believe dat only 4 of them turned up for match play.
heh. chong. li huan. wileen and sing hui. thank you for putting up wif me. stealing your precious rackies. and hitting balls all over da court. haha.
watched da bballers for abit. yes yes. caroline's toro guy was there, in his usual zai-act cool demeanour. haha. she's telling me now dat i should take picture wif him on da last day of school, despite all da embarrassments. he makes me smile tho=) and caroline=) and tracy=) and my darling=) he makes all of us smile, in wo-bei-yuan-wang!!-ness, in never-ending-ness-about-how-zai-he-is, in cute!-ness, in amusement respectively. so interestimg.
prom theme for this year's gonna be 'embarce the night', in spanish. so super vaugue. but thank goodness, its ALOT better den tropical sling. i want my purple gown=)
i miss having someone to miss. someone quick, get me to fall in love with you!
im not entirely joking.
Posted by paint me purple_ at 9:54 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
do you still is playing.
my very first
august post.
bestest best month of da year. i must haf a son called ryan, hopefully, in da month of august when i grow up man. haha. wun stop giving birth till i get a son;)
haha. ive run outta things to say already. my burfdae was perfect. from da very first second till da very last. only thing dat went wrong was dat i lost da purple earring my mum gave me at borders.
mj national day celebrations were so so bad. da shittiest one by far ive ever had to sit thru. we didnt even sing lah. how could you not sing during national day?! so entitely stupid. my lovely tk corner. miss da celebrations we used to haf in tk so so badly. did tk philosophy=)
sam.darling.sw.xy.mr willy wonker!=)
*huggz tite. to all da beatiful pple in my life whom i love so much. dat worked so hard to make sure i had a perect burfdae.
i very very badly need to lose weight.
season starting soon! on yanyan's 1 1/2 years anniversary=)
happie national day!=)
Posted by paint me purple_ at 1:21 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
i believe from my sassy girl is playing.
ive suddeney become very korean again. last sat they showed wo de ye man nui jia jiao. den this week. da extremely spastic dr k. which i watched, from beginning to end, just cuz che ren biao was in it. haha. li junli in wish upon a star=) one of my most fave korean dramas. and mr cool!! haha. sucha spontaneos buy-and-watch act by carol and i. haha. and da day toro guy business got a bit out of hand. *shivers
hmmm. and its kinda settled. every monday from now, actually since last week, is gonna be da day where i haf 4hrs 45mins ++ of concentrated math lessons. hapie? sad?
and starting tml is gonna be three straight days of fun! i love love love burfdaes! dr alfie's juling's and den delon's! super duper exciting! haha=)
had breakfast wif my darling today. da national day song by rui en and taufik was just playing over and over and over again in macs man. both the chi and da end version. they took turns. do you know they even haf their own channel? CHANNEL M. yes, how original rite.
my tennis day tml. backhand and forehand rally=)
i feel happier today. den ive felt over da past few days. im not sure why. bt t feels kinda nice=)
i miss my dearest. when i gave juling da lily, i couldnt help think of da lily i gave sam. so so prettie=)
ra is happie=)
*hi shan! i love your vampire hearts=)
Posted by paint me purple_ at 6:50 PM
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