Friday, July 09, 2004
no more sad songs is still playing.
i think i haven written for too long. got too mnay locked up feelings within me. life juz sucks so bad sometimes.
everyday. there i am. trying to think of interesting things to do to keep me occupied. wat do you think my eye candies are for. why do you think i put in so much effort into da artsy things (like my tennis board) i make for. i dun wanna stop. i cant stop. cuz once i do. i sink. i sink sink sink rite to da bottom. of loneliness? of sadness? i realli dunno.
and i HATE free periods. and ive got ELEVEN. pple seem to think im joking when i tell them i'll gladly exchange their 'action-packed' time table for my super slack one. but i wasnt. im not. alone time is good. but too much can get you going crazie.
i thank da lord for popular. cuz dats where most of my interesting things come from. colour paper. markers. paper clips. post sticks. even envelopes. i get happie very easily. as you can see. stationery manages to get me feeling pretty high. but den again. i sink realli fast too. dats why i too thank da lord for da popular student card. 10% makes alot of difference sometimes.
but dats life huh. ups and downs. highs and lows. i'll survive. i know i will. cuz i alwaez have. thinking abt it. its alwaez seemed pretty amusing to me when pple call me cheerful. oh well.
im off for now. going. going. gone.
Posted by paint me purple_ at 3:32 AM
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