Tuesday, July 20, 2004
vindicated is playing.
its amazing how fucked up life can get sometimes. da lack interesting or spontaneous activity that is needed to keep you going. and how after that specific period of absolute depression is over. and the numbess passes. the sheer pissifiying-ness of the mood dat grips you can tear you up inside.
you wish time would juz stop. dat you could juz walk away from everything dat you ever got urself entangled up into. but how to. too many strings attach you to da mortal world.
i recently read a book, 'immortality', by milan kundera. beautiful book. and his words cut deep into you. he makes you stop. and think. solitude, is defined by him, as a sweet absence of looks. but dictionay.com defined it as either the state or quality of being alone or remote from others, or a lonely or secluded place.
my point is not dat, though it can be interestingly pointed out, dat da word solitude has taken on two totally different meanings. but rather. my point is dat while solitude takes over people's lives at times. it is juz but one of da other emotions which are constantly washed upon you. like how waves wash upon da seashore. it is ur job to ensure you dun drown.
easier said den done. and thus. till i break da surface and find me once again. im outta here.
Posted by paint me purple_ at 1:05 AM
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