Friday, November 19, 2004 i wun forget you is playing.
yest was beautiful. and i'll never forget everything dat happened.
everyone.turned.up.
all.8.of.us.
it.was.da.first.time.
da hugs. da disbelief dat everyone catually turned up. joyce gg OBS tml [choon..!!] xy's yun nan OCIP. jac and ming's sabah OCIP trip. cartel? nooch? kenny rogers? wildfire? crystal jade? and finally. our nydc dinner [2 86.s/3 87.s/104./some snow-bally thingy]. buttercup feeding her chocolate egg [ lolz. i'll never forget how xin-fu my darling looked]. joyce hard AND soft brownies. [eeky deeky] MUSHROOMS!!! da monkey. going up da [loooonnggg...] spiral staircase. dashing across da road. sw and da huge pink flying saucer [lolz!]. sky garden. couples everywhere! [esp ONE dat stood out from all da rest..] da one star [onli me and jac seemed to be able to see]. our circle. da pictures. double eye-blinding flashes. school [vj.tj.rj.mj]. tkgs. 4e4. ms ho! ms johara! [da ever-dearest] mrs guna! zhaung. yeo-yeo. connor. mr yip. tan kk. mrs lopez! boyfriends. marriage. da whistle. saturday.10 dec 2005 [ 386 days from today..]. walking down da escalators. sam leaving to take bus home [she didnt hug us...!!!!]. city hall mrt. sw leaving to take NW (?) line. high 5! us sitting. and xy standing. xy's house [after dec13]. doraemon. eunos. kembagnan. tanah merah. pasir ris. da goodbyes.
im missing sec sch life like crazie. i miss your constant presence. i miss being able to say morning! to you'll each day. i miss our little corner. all our food. our msges. and gossip sessions. and i miss us foreva being called to answer questions during chem. i miss how we used to fool ard in da chem lab. i miss having sam to run wif me during pe. i miss reading all xy's your msg-es. i know you'll miss mrs guna and mrs lopez more den i do. i miss having recess wif you'll. i miss going to da coffee shop [ee mee. fishball noodles] wif you'll. i miss us alwaez teasing sw abt da size of her food proportions [lolz!]. i even miss being teased by you'll abt my newpaper!
there's still so much more dat i miss..
and yest. juz sitting there wif you'll. it was just so different. jc life seems somehow. incomparable. wif you'll. im happie. its dat simple.
i couldnt stop smiling to myself yest during math lect cuz i was so excited to see you guyz. and yan thought i was crazie. cuz after math lect i onli got higher. to da point of talking abt wanting to spread my joy to her and blah blah. lolz. and another thing. during my lit book test. i wrote my class down as 4e4. dats how immersed i was in my thoughts abt seeing you guyz. and it shocked me. cuz i dun think i actually realised how much i miss our 4e4 times.
there were 8 of us yest. some im alot more close to den others. but wadeva happens next. i want you'll to know how grateful i am to have come to meet you. and know you. your presence. spiritually or physically. haf meant so much. during good times. and during my worser times. and da influeneces [both good and bad! ;)] you guyz haf let run on me. they've changed me. significantly. and lastly. da memories you guyz haf left me wif. priceless. thank you. once again. for being part of my life.
i love you guyz to death.
siok wei.xin yue.li pei.jac.joyce.ming yun.ra.sam. frenz till da end.
