Thursday, December 16, 2004
sometimes love just ain't enough is playing.
got it outta my coach's van. poor guy has been listening to it on repeat mode for da past i- dunno-how-many days..
me and
szeech learnt da chorus after hearing it just 3 times. so all three of us were singing it tog..
so much so much has happened in da past week to my family. everything dat can possibly go wrong has gone wrong. and just when you think dats da end. something else more horrible befalls us and makes everything more complicated. alot of giving in has been done by da person at fault. so now up to da rest to see if they accept the terms of apology anot. its gonna take time though. quite a while im thinking. for everything to go back to normal.
there's no christmas-sy spirit at home. none at all. which is so sad and so terrible. cuz i love christmas. my family loves christmas. trees not up. presents not fully boughten yet. i CAN NOT bring myself to fully face da thought even. dat maybe. just maybe. i might haf a horrible christmas this year. i'd just die..
i love christmas. and dat love is directly proportional to dislike i haf for da situation taking place at home now. things are dat bad..
timetimetime. its not gonna go away just like dat..
something good actually happened yest though.
i actually received a $200 good progress award. which is highly amusing seeing how poorly i fared for my end of year. but im happie. im gonna buy my new rackie. and im seriously thinking of buying da new nike
tennis shoe. da one wif da purple tick..
yan. thank you gal. for everything during da past few days. i love you. and happie happie belated 10th months anniversary wif your darling. better pray our darlings dun switch teams k. haha! *huggz* :)
dearest. you're at your chalet now. hope you're having fun. thank you too for being there for me yet again. i hope things on your side are improving. love you loads. and i realli cant wait to see you. *huggz*
my
darling. thank you for pei-ing me dat day. so long never hold your hand le. haha. love ya! :)
shan. happie happie 17th burfdae my dear!!! and im sosososososososososososo... sorrie i cant make it out today. thanks for being so understanding. and promise to make it up to you soon k. i love you so very much! *muackz!* :)
and
juLing. thank you to you too. you're still as important to me as ever. take care yar. i hope all da unhappie stuff blows away real soon..
and to
you!! haha. i wish you every happiness in da world wif your 'banana'. haha. love you dear! im so happie for you. and i hope everything at home esp. starts working out soon. i'll alwaez be here yar. *huggz!* :p
[stephanie sun]
Now, I don't want to lose you,
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you,
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you,
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and its sad when you know its your heart you can;t trust.
And there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.
im off now. OC last epi tonite. and tml. sac frenly. let's go gals! :)
'..volleys make me happie..'
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