Thursday, December 09, 2004
'love is' is playing.
met up wif
aud and
shan and
yan today. how ive missed my old gang. and due to unthinkable circumstances. instead of going to orchard and having a nice lunch as we had planned. we met up dat da macs opposite kallang tennis centre. it was fun though. brought back quite a few memories..
im gonna miss you
aud. silly gal. how could you go away for christmas? and you're not even gonna be in spore for your burfdae! oh wells. safe journey there and back gal. and dun juz miss n**** ok! muz miss
me and
yan and
shan too! hee. ;)
been feeling extremely tired these few days. been sleeping so early. not sure if its a sign dat sth's wrong. hp is supposed to haf been confiscated as from today. cuz as usual i exceeded my 500 smses.. haiz. my mum was so absolutely horrible today. taking out her bad mood on me and my sis. argh. and den after a while i feel so guilty for being mean back to her seeing dat so many many things haf been going on in my house. but sometimes you juz cant help it rite. we're all gals. you mood swing me. i mood swing back you lah. sigh. i had better learn how to be a better daughter man..
tml is
moomoo's burfdae! haha. wish we were having training though. den he'll end up having da same fate as
leonard. finally cleared up alot of stuff. mainly tennis pple related. wif
yan. i value my team too much. and stop wif da m*r**** teases. *sticks out tongue!* sigh. [as you can see. im srill feeling extremely tired]. im missing you guyz already. and sth's telling me dat yest was our last ever training this year. cannot k. ive been spending so much time wif you'll. i dun think i can go dat many days w/out seeing you guyz..
i went ikea yest. my mother forced me to buy cupboards wif her. and yea. today i nailed and screwed both da cupboards wif my sis. quite fun eh. first time im trying out this diy things. and i bought a
pURpLe chair!!!!!!! main highlight of my trip man. you know those kiddy kiddy chairs dat you find in kindergartens. those dat like come up to da height of your thighs only? yup. dats my
pURpLe chair. hee. im so in love wif it... :)
haha. and yes guyz. i tried da meatballs. and
lionel's fave almond cakie. it was ok lah. haha.. :)
im looking at this angel we bought for
nishi. its a christmas angel. and its so prettie. maroonish red dress. wif shiny silver snowflakes on it. a deep red heart pendent hanging from her gold chain. and in her arms. she's cradling a silver cresent moon. and on it there's a shiny golden star. she's smiling back at me from her position atop da shelf. her golden curly hair. her innocent eyes. her chubby cheeks which seem to be glowing sucha prettie shade of peachy pink. and those wings. if i could haf a special gift. i'd wish for da gift of wings..
you can just feel it. angels descending gracefully in every corner of the earth. specially to be wif those who need dat sth extra to survive da christmas season. da season of giving. of thanks. of huggz. of smiles and laughter and happiness. da season of memories. both happie and sad. da season when you juz cant help but think of those whom you love juz so dearly. da season of 'i-love-you's. and presents and xmas trees and stockings! of puddings and candy canes and turkey! but also.. da season when missing pple dat haf walked outta your life gets so extremely unbearable..
i believe in angels. those beautiful creatues wif their constant glow. dressed in long white gowns. transparent wings and shiny golden halos. alwaez haf. and alwaez will. they're there. silently. but sturdily watching over us. trying ever so hard to protect us from harm. from hurt. from tears. but still we feel sad. we tear. we cry. we hurt. both on da inside and on da outside..
why you ask. but its not cuz they've slacked off. and please dun say they've failed in their duties. im not in any position to tell you why. cuz im questioning too. all i can offer. is dat its cuz we're still on earth. we've not in heaven. and since perfectness only exist in heaven. there's no way anyone of us can escape any of these earthly trials..
but onli if you believe. you'll sense their presence..
sufi darling. i love you gal. and i realli wish there was sth more i could do. but all i can offer. is a *super tite hug!* may da
lord send his army of angels to gaurd over you..
and
dearest. you mean da world to me. may da
lord send over his army of angels to watch over you too. *super tite huggz!*
and to
you: take care dear. and make sure you get enough rest. remb you're my star player yea. i love you so much! *super tite huggz!* too. and also. may da
lord send over his army of angels to watch over you. and your family..
and to da rest of you'll. may each of you'll be blessed wif dat special angel. to guide and watch over you. believe yar. cuz angels are forever..
*thank you
lord. for blessing me wif my own personal gaurdian angel. i love you.*
'..i believe in angels..'
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