Monday, July 11, 2005
it wasnt enough is playing.
haha. good time for a gc song to be playing. since their concert's tomorrow!!!=)
haha. i know so many people so so excited by da thought of tml even happening. and they are so not gonna be able to get any sleep tonite. haha. my dearest girl. haha. i realli beleive you'll do exactly as i predict when you see them. no shouting. no screaming. no acting like a totally looney balooney. wadeva. just tears of joy. of love. of truth. of freedom. of an overwhelming sense of home. i know dats how much and more they mean to you. enjoy girlie~
I will try to believe in the things
I cannot see
But my faith is shaking now like it's never been before
When I call
And you don't come
I don't know what I should do
Should I call?
Should I even count on you?
[Chorus:]
I'm giving all I can
It wasn't enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don't understand
So here I am once again
With my back against the wall
Afraid to show you
Afraid to tell you I don't know you like I did
I've never been so alone
I've never felt so insecure
And now I don't know where I'm going
In my life
I'm not so sure
you sent me these lyrics so long ago. i finally found da tune dat carried it. emotions. funnie thing huh? =)
i ran today. finally. im sucha procrastinator i haven run since napha! dats realli long. ran ubber slowly towards da end esp. failing stamina. but yar. im just so happie i ran. 7 rounds!=) and i played tennis today! gonna play again tml! haha. was standing at da second level watching yan teach her class. actually i was laughing at her. so mean rite. but haha. she couldnt stop laughing either. but yar. im probably gonna be as lost as her tml. maybe not so much. cuz ive got my class wif me. but yar. to a certain extent, im sure im gonna feel lost.
we started out so badly! haha. high high balls flying al over da place. and den it started raining! which totally foiled our plans of staying for at least half an hour of da gals trg. we didnt even get to say hi to coach. and yan dat meanie. she conducted da physical for da jrs. wierd. brought bac so many memories of our last trg when yar, so anticlimax. it had to rain. so we had physical. i still remb.
miss it so much. but yup. miss tennis week is already over.
THE day tml. math. geog? and most prob lit. fears dat are totaly NOT unfounded eating away wats left of me. i forget who i am sometimes. forget how to act like me sometimes. oh well. i am wierd. and i haf issues.
haf fun all those going for gc's concert.
im off for now.
'..dancing away thru this rain..'
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