Friday, July 08, 2005
qi li xiang is playing.
haha. i guess ts been just about 2 months since i last updated this little bloggie of mine. i just had nothing to tell da world i guess.
but much has hapened. much is still happening. i dun like using da word much like this.
oh well. its miss tennis week this week. and once again lionel, it is not cool dat ive concocted a term for it. miserable's more da word cuz ive somehow managed to contain all of it. characterise all of it. wadeva. im not sure wats da correct term. but i miss it so much. so so much.
mr chen's burfdae todae. and yay! da seniors came back and threw him a sorta suprise burfdae partie. diana came back!!=) i wish my no. 11 was out. but realli, things alwayz feel dat tiny bit better when da seniors are around. still wish my no.11 was out.
"to conquer fear, you must be fear itself." dats was bruce wayne said in batman begins. set me thinking about so many many things dat im afraid of. so many things i need to conquer, so many things dat either ve never seen da need to conquer, or ive never dared to conquer. so many things. and yes lionel. cockroaches and spiders are amongst them. those 2 ive never ever seen da need to conquer. but just for da record. i killed da yellow spider on my bag this morning. albeit da screaming and da trauma it caused me. i did it. all by myself. but yar. i was all alone in da house aniwae. no one could save me but myself.
i hate dat line.
no one can save me but myself. second most hated actually. nothing can beat
life goes on.and da fear of falling. or failing. of regrets. wat about dat huh. how'd you deal wif dat.
my quest to become a believer.
"And then I saw her face
Now
I'm a believerNot a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believerI couldn't leave her
If I tried"
-smash mouth, im a believer=)
haha.
emotional unstableness. well, i just found out my horoscope in life! had already redicted a prettie emotional day (week) for me. it even listed out options for me to choose as to how i wanted to deal wif my (overwhelming) emotions.
oh goodness. i just watched da episode of friends whereby joey told rachel dat he thought he was falling in love with her. so sad/sweet.. i love friends.
haha. it dosen matter if anyone reading this cannot pick up on da things ive said. its bits and pieces of a letter i wrote to someone.
"why do we fall down bruce? so dat we can learn how to pick ourselves up." *and den da dad (and alfred later on) smiles. batman begins was sucha good show. i cant wait for da sequel.
randomness.
and oh. did i mention how much i ove watching oc and one tree hill? i just wish they wouldnt censor all da parts on homosexuality. which is starting to take up a lot of parts at da moment. in oc especially. it ended 11 minutes earlier ok. so interesting.
i miss my dearest. she got an A for her math!! 74! super duper duper power. love her so so much=)
and oh i tried da kaya roti from macs this morning wif my darling. it wasnt so bad. like having a kaya burger (simply visualised as replacing da chicken in a chicken burger wif kaya=)
qi li xiang is still playing.
goodbye for now.
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